:: my life... ::

:: Tuesday, May 04, 2004 ::

Hello to whoever still checks this site... your way behind times my friend. lol, jk. well... you are. just letting you know, i got a new lj. you can check it out if you like. i probably wont really post here anymore. it took me a while to even remember the password.
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:: Jamie Tuesday, May 04, 2004 [+] ::
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I’m Looking Through You

(Lennon/McCartney)

I'm looking through you, where did you go?
I thought I knew you, what did I know?
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

Your lips are moving, I cannot hear
Your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear
You don't sound different, I've learned the game
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight

You're thinking of me, the same old way
You were above me, but not today
The only difference is you're down there
I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight

I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

Yeah
Oh baby I'm changed
Ah I'm looking through you
Yeah I'm looking through you

-The Beatles
:: Jamie Sunday, November 30, 2003 [+] ::
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Jane of "Jane"
You lack confidence in yourself, but you really are
a beautiful person. Probably. How would I know?

"You're worried there might not be anything at
all inside. That you're worried should tell you
that's not right."


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:: Jamie Tuesday, July 29, 2003 [+] ::
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-hey jamie, you should come listen to us jam on wed.
-sure why not.
-hey jamie, you should bring your sax and jam with us, that would be great.
-sure, why not.
-hey jamie, maybe you can play with us on a song at the cafe.
-sure thing, i'll be there.
-hey jamie, i set us up a gig at the mark, downtown orlando...the guitar player, bass player, and singer cant make it.. but would you like to play?
- um... sure why not.
hmmmm... you never know.

:: Jamie Thursday, July 17, 2003 [+] ::
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i have the worst issues with my... oh what do you call em.. technology stuff... appliances... modern toys. oh, whatever. i just, am not good with them. first off, my computer. ha. its not that old, but it sure does act like it. its like, an older person that is capable of walking just fine, but pretends to have a limp or.. even be crippled just for pitty. my great grandfather used to do that, it was actually quite funny to watch sometimes. but anyways, my computer. yea.. i dont want to talk about that anymore. another thing is my stereo in my room. it wont play any cd's anymore! whats up with that?! at first i thought it was just having problems with the burned cd's since its kind of old. but today i put in a real cd(i was all excited that i would be able to listen to some good music) and it wouldnt even play that! geez. i think i have something going against me. so.. so far here is what my day will be like.. i get on the computer.. want to get on line(still have dial up) and it freezes on me. restart it.. it runs fine. the screen does this little shakey thing sometimes.. but it doesnt make it freeze. try to put in a cd and its too much for it to handle. eh. so i go to turn on my stereo and well, that doesnt play cd's now. so later on i get in my car to go somewhere. and That cd player is the worst of them all. it has one of those faces that flips down to insert the cd. and for some odd reason the only way the thing will possible play is if you keep it in the down possition and keep your hand on it.. with a little extra pressure. i have figured this down to a science. sometimes you have to give it a push foward.. and sometimes pulling it back a little. usually it will stop playing if i take my hand off of it, so it just depends how badly i want to hear that song i guess. but, half of the time its just a waste, because it wont play no matter what you do. oh, but sometimes after i give it a beating it might work. i find this one the most.... special of all my technical difficulties. welp.. i think i've said enough.
:: Jamie Tuesday, July 08, 2003 [+] ::
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Random thoughts:
kris is comming down from illinois tonight.. i just found this out.. today! i really wish that i could see him. but i'll be going to new symrna for the next few days, so i guess i'll have to wait until sunday. i cant wait for the fourth of july. every year its a really big event for me. i always go to my cousins house for the whole week(this year that unfortunatly didnt quite work out.. but i can still go for about three days)and then for the fourth we always go up to flagler beach-where all the fun is. its great. tons of people show up. its tradition. i really need a new watch. the one that i had went through the wash- and the dryer. it obviously was no good after that. sooo.. it is quite annoying sometimes not knowing what time it is. oh well. watches are expensive. i really miss hanging out with heather. its been way too long since i have seen her last. she has a job now at disney.. and disney actually gives her hours to work, unlike my job. but really, i dont mind not having to work a whole lot. this is probably going to by my last summer that i wont have to worry about summer school and crap like that. so i'm just gonna take it easy. wich.. is probably not the best idea now that i think about it. i should probably be working a lot more, to save up for this school year. oh well. anyways,i have really made the most of my summer i think. i have done quite a bit.. that i never imagined that i would do. for one- i am kinda involved with this band.. and we practice every wednesday. i love it when there is something constant.. something thats regular that i can look foward to every week. jonathan comes to orlando, goes to class, then we have chic-fil-a at 8:00. then we go to jeffs house and practice. its so much fun. i just wish that i could feel more a part of the group. i just, dont feel good enough. when they do like what i play, i feel like i'm cheating them out or something. hah. i really hope that jonathan and i can practice saturday so that i can get the song down that we were working on tonight. its a toughie. but when its done, its gonna be immaculate. or do you spell that imaculate? eh, whatever. i am a horrible speller. another thing that i have been able to do this summer is practice my guitar more. i have gotten so much better. i think being around other guitar players so much has really helped. oh.. i have had this desire to paint. like, this whole summer. thats something yet to be done! i want to create a masterpiece. haha. that will be so much fun. i just need to get some paints, paintbrushes, and a canvas, and an idea of what to paint, and i will be good to go. i'm so excited. eh, there are so many little things that u just.. never take time to think about. its really quite amazing. like, do you realize how many little packages of ketchup are wasted?! i mean, thats a lot of ketchup.. and a lot of money, just being thrown away. every second someone is probably throwing them away. and on top of that.. they are each so small, u know, those little individually wrapped things. you can never get all of the ketchup out anyways, so thats wasted too! wow, thats just aweful. oh, and am i the only one, or does it get really annoying when you have to waste time going to the bathroom?! i mean, you have to stop what you are doing, just to .. u know.. and it just feels like such a waste of time, and it gets in the way .. and u can loose your concentration on what you were doing. ugh. its like, having to stop at the gas station. u have you stop traveling to.. wherever you were headed just to pay an outrageous amout of money to put some liquid in your transportation. and then your on your way again. i wonder how much time you spend staring at the gas pump gage thing as you see your gallons slowly rising, and the price quickly doubling your gallons. heh. amazing.
:: Jamie Wednesday, July 02, 2003 [+] ::
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THE SUN IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I"M SO HAPPY! it has been raining way too much lately. its nice for maybe... an evening. but not a whole week! ok i'm spent.
:: Jamie Tuesday, June 24, 2003 [+] ::
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